todae  i went  back in my  stuff and found  that i never  smilde  and  i was very sad  then i look at some phtos of my friend   and  i was so wen i was youner and  i didnt ave any but  the one i imnaged so i didnt cry myself to slep at night and  now in 2011  2 weeks after my bdae oct 17  i was a parent  teacher confrence  nad  i saw so many of my friends  and  i got so many hug from boys  nad girl i felt so pretty it  was  od  and  i droped  my tears from th epast and realized so many people love  me and  didnthate  and  i was so hapy and  my spelling has inproved  somewat of it still i use  slang in my daily ruotine  plus  i dont realy care about my weight  anmore  i was so obssed with it  now i cant stop saying forget it  nad  none  can ruine  and idk y im nnocing thids but  my brows friend  is looking nd following me around  wen he can it so makein me hapy  na my friends have to me  thta i can make  anybody in a room like me  even if  i dont  know  them  i think its coll and  hope i keep  that  trat  and  i realy  dont care about my crush anmore it kinda  stupid now  and  im liken it  and  so thisis  me  an d  the new me has  a  3. averge  and  high school isnt  that bad  for me  who woundove known i smiling  now 14  who knew age  is  a cure  to depression bye  new people meet  new  me